i feel that life is really short if u count!!
not everyone can live through 100 years old
accident or illness might stop u from reaching that age!!
how can one predict if he or she had cancer
or even met with an accident!
everything in the future is unpredictable
i am quite scared to die first
but i even more scared to see my family die first!!
it hurts alot to see ur own family sleeping inside the coffin
looking so cold and sleeping inside not talking
or stand up to speak up for herself
like saying: hey dun grief over me.
at least it makes me feel better if this could happen
but the reality is really very cruel
she can only sleep inside the coffin
seeing my primary's teacher make me feel that life is very precious!!
i haven't told her a proper thanks!!
and i regret that i never went back to DQPS to talk to her
she was really a very nice teacher to me in primary school
i still can remember she let those people who pass english go her house only
well i did went but i failed overall to say the truth
49.5 something like that
but she make allow me to go
because i improve!!
when i was in troubled she manage to give me a word of advice!!
letting me realise mistakes
she helped me in so many ways that i am really grateful to her!!
and my last memory of her now is her inside the coffin
my heart just hurts alot!!
alot of regret show up!!
haiz not only regret fear was made up
as one of the yuying-ians!!
died out of nose cancer!!
it makes me kinda scared something happen to ..............
that's y i kinda sadd in the heart plus afraid
but i think this feeling will be fading later
but if more of my friends have something happen i dunno how
so i guess i will end it now!
that all
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