It is 3:42 am, i think i would consider it as morning!
in such a morning i can't believe i am doing this,
i was counting the trophies/medals that i have won in my 17 years of life
i thought i have only around 22 but it turns out to be 27!
10 more than my age.
wow! i was competitive in the past i guess.
i didn't even realise it.
y was i so competitive in the first place.
i can't really remember anymore.
the only thing i remember is that there is a meaning in every 'prizes'
i won, they are important to me.
very important, it holds a promise to someone
but i can't seems to remember who she or he is.
i told that person, i will win alot of 'prizes'
as if it stands for my life going to last.
meaning i can live to 27 years hahas.
but then the real promise is i will try my best in everything
no matter wat sports! i will give 120%
but then dunno y it seems to change already!
i am not giving my 120% anymore!
dun really know wat is the reasons
i broke my promises.
hmm... all this 27 'prizes' are my pride
the pride of my life, i really worn myself out for them
hahas. wow time really passes by like a flash
everything seems to either become better or worse.
hahas nowadays i am speaking irony!
hahas abit dumb but i can't help it.
i am having mixed feelings!
i dunno if sports is really wat i should hold on to.
my only talent is sports?
hahas that is like a bit sad!
anyway i think i need time to figure myself out!
i need to dig out the 'me'
i guess i shall end this!
i am happy to have these 27 pride!
i love them lots! :)

Labels: irony