Alright, it's time to get busy...
there are so many things for me to do.
first up i need to attend alot of training.
then on the 24 of nov (i guess)
we are heading to malaysia for some games
which would last to 28 of nov...
after so... it would be time for me to study for my exams
then time to rest and get ready for ivp!!
so many events!!!
OMG!! this is insane!!
y did i packed myself with so much things??
i must be mad please!!
anyway after the polite games i have alot of mixed feelings...
dunno howto begin with...
i realise training with them is really important,
learning their habits is important
and playing fierce is important...
basically most of the time i am the most blur one..
so people would try to understand my move first
but not everyone knows about it..
and not everytime people can remember...
so i cannot get wat i want..
i must give wat people want instead...
it's true that i play in a mess..
i know it myself!!
i turn right left...!!
not sure of how to run!!
not sure whether i should screen
and totally not sure of how am i suppose to play..
it's true that i played badly...
i cannot deny this fact and so i am not worth the pity of injuries
well, who to blame but myself..
but i am not going down because of this yet!!
i want to give my best!!
i want to try!!
i believe giving in all my best would help!!
it will serve me well in the future as well..
even if i had to fall sick...
even i had sleep less hours...
i suppose i could make it if i push myself hard enough!!
i will make it!~~
i would be better!!
i would understand the game instead of being blur
there isn't time to be blur!!
there isn't time to be insecured~
i need to be constant
i cannot have 2 good balls and 3 bad balls!!
i need all to be good balls!!
i need to give myself one last push!!
even it pays a huge price!!
i must jiayous!! jiayou arh!!